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Date: 26 November 2004

cond't...
k back to my thought again...
hmm...in secondary sch n even now i still thought of "escape"
(sun yan zi's song). if any1 ask mi at which stage of ur life do
u think u enjoy? i'll say in my kindergarden, pri 4 n sec3 onwards
till i graduate fr secondary.
kindergarden: cos tt's time i feel carefree n "tian zheng"n innoecent
too...
pri4: bcos there's a malay guy who is a gd friend of mine can say we
close bah cos he sit bside mi. he's a nice, gd lookin, quite playful,
helpful....person.haha...Whenever he donnoe how 2 do math he
oways wan 2 copy but when i saw tt i will say:"copy won't help u
2 improv ur math de...=)" but at de end, i still let him copy. haha...
den at tt time when he say he goin 2 indonesia/malaysia
(happen 2 long le so i 4get) he gave mi an easer, is a car shape. i
remember i had kept it but donnoe how cum i jus can't find it le..
hai~~=( although is jus a easer but i feel tt's oready an impt thing
2 mi le cos it rep. our friendship. & we jus lost contact since tt day
he not studyin in sg le....(songs ~~fly away).Guess~~even if we
meet each other somewhere on a street, we won't b able 2 regonise
le bah.
sec3: cos i miss my life in sch n my gd friends n teacher(miss lim)tt
mine math teacher. cos we onli got 2 class we shout n play in class
everyday like playin a fool in class..haha, 1 is N1 & N2. den our
math teacher (same) say"when i go to N1 class, they are havin war
but when i cum here(N2) is a veri peaceful place."haha...she say tt
when she felt disappointed in our result(i'm in N2). is sad 2 say tt
my class in 'O' lvl really did badly not alot of dem get at least into
poly. anyway can predict de bah...but they still got chances de to
poly if they nv giv up on demselves. Sometimes, when i saw anime
cartoon veri nice, i really...reaLLY...REALLY hope i'm in tt
cartoon world. For eg:
"Fruit basket" this anime cartoon de characters were all so
friendly they really treat each other kindly n they don't put on a
mask in front of their friends, they r veri real in who they r. is a
veri~veRI~VERI~~ touchin story. u got 2 c den u can understand.
i can watch until i cry but every time i hold back my tears...haha..i
veri "sha" hor. i oso watch a tv show n sometimes i hope i can b tt
person who keep holdin back her tears cos if she cry for guys she
will lose her power 2 fight against tt vampire.To is cos i really don
wish 2 cry anymore i wan 2 strong...when i feel like goin 2 cry i
keep tellin myself "i can't cry i can't cry" n tt's how my tears hold
back le but...when some1 cum over say"hey~r u ok, u like wan 2
cry " den my tears cum back n i cry le..cos when they say tt they
remind mi de unhappyness again. :'( hai~~ so if next time u c mi
like goin 2 cry jus let mi b alone cos i tryin 2 hold back my tears
not 2 cry in public jus let mi cool down 1st. den don ever ask mi
abt it again. Actually no 1 really noe mi well.
k tt's all 4 2day. i'll"report" to u (fantasy) when i free. haha =)

Posted @ 1:39:00 PM By Dolphin| Comments*

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